Sex, Love, Pain

2009-12-22T22:50:00.000-08:00

guess you should know.

by me being silent doesnt mean discreet agreement;

to the things you've done, whether its right or wrong.

i've been through all sorts of obstacles in life,

but none has dragged this long.

it seems like a drama with 365 episodes;

feels like it never ends,

and it keeps going on and on, scene after scene,

whether you like it or not.

just when i thought its time to put a full stop,

problems occur again.

without fail, there will be a reason anyhow to all the arguments.

im too tired and sick to pop my ass in their conflicts.

its not like i dont feel a thing but,

im just too immuned to be bothered.

its not like i didnt do anything to make things better but,

adults are stubborn.

so stubborn where they would just listen to your words,

but not do anything about it at all.

they feel what they want to, they do what they want to,

they say what they want to, they behave how they want to.

the power to change is never in my hands.

i dont wanna be involved in between them.

thats all i could ever wish for this christmas.

2009-12-21T11:12:00.000-08:00

I get so breathless, when you call my name,

I've often wondered, do you feel the same?

There's a chemistry, energy, a synchronicity

When we're all alone,

So don't tell me

You can't see

What I'm thinking of ♥

2009-12-20T10:53:00.000-08:00

i keep changing blog skins wtf

semester has reach an end but expectations for results arent high.

gotten a job which is easy and relaxed despite the weird working hours.

its been weeks since i havent seen my babyboy :(

and yes, i do miss him very very much :((

dinner at my crib before he left :(

Made For P

2009-10-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

a box of apologies to make it up to my boy.

My Fair Lady

2009-10-05T12:44:00.000-07:00

couldnt sleep from 3am last night until 9 this morning. head to school and teman P for shooting. Qing Liew misses me thats why she called. haha! met up and camwhore with her MacBook while waiting for P to be done.

its been really a while since i met my fair lady.
(i'll call her my fair lady from today onwards because she's freaking fair)
will work plans out for movies real soon!

2009-10-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

i've been going through the toughest pain i had to endure for the past week. growth of wisdom tooth can be so painful, i didnt know that. :( dad said that different people have different reactions towards it. some may not feel the pain but unlucky ones will. that obviously, includes me. :(

besides, my family has been going through quite a tough time recently. dont have to mention what because everything is okay now; i hope so. during this period, everyone in the family has to show effort and affection to put us back together. and i, as the eldest, of course would have to play my part right. fingers crossed, when the past is gone, the better day awaits.

In A Relationship

2009-09-22T04:43:00.000-07:00

set the past aside, leave it behind and start a new chapter in this whole new story.
♥ ♥ ♥

2009-09-20T11:22:00.000-07:00

stop telling me that she's mad again, stop asking me whats there to do to gain him back.
both of you have been showering me with problems and questions like these for the past few months.
if your plans are to blow out my mind, you got it; sooner or later.
i've had enough.

its like buying apples without considering if its good or not. when you start eating it and found out it was rotten, you come to me and spit it out right at my face, asking me why did it turn out like this.

should the ones who behaved badly and caused the tragic aftermath be responsible for what we go through today; not me. not because im the eldest, not because im the wiser one.

i feel deeply pressured every time i think things in between. knowing the fact that im a part of it no matter what, i feel that i am in desperate need to mend things up. not to fix it flawlessly but at least for the better.

leave the past behind.
if you dont,
you'll never move on,
you'll never be happy again.

MR C

2009-09-03T09:08:00.000-07:00

i couldnt take this anymore. i need to shouuuutttt ! do you think you could just come and go as you like and whenever you want? you've never respected my privacy do you? you dont have any ethics because you're just purely uneducated, yes you are. i wonder whats in that 0.0001mm mind of yours, for you could just appear in my sight out of no where. do you know that your presence never failed to freak the shit out of me every single time? sorie but the fact is, you are ugly. you are the ugliest thing i've ever seen in my life. i dont like you at all you see. so can you please stop bothering me and stop making my life miserable? i really couldnt be patient to you anymore and i have reach my limit of tolerance. if i ever see you again, i'll just have to eliminate you from the world. you are just a disgrace of your race and you're taking too much space on the earth. im so hating you to the extent where i've made a vow to myself. if i ever see you again, i will make sure your skinny limbs are scattered around the world, your brains are stuffed in your anus, your faeces comes out from your nose and your intestines are crushed into liquid form. in short, i will take your life away from you without letting you any chance to beg at all, BY ALL MEANS.

how does that sound? :)

2009-08-14T09:19:00.000-07:00

its been four fucking days since i fell sick. why am i still dealing with all these pain? damn i am so emotionally disturbed now. i am emo, bitch. its a friday night but i dont feel like heading out. but for rachy's sake i decided to grasp some fresh air outside. in the end, plan was cancelled and it brought me down to the ground. besides, P just had an accident in JB and i am missing him terribly. tried to call but i guess his phone was dead. "hello, the person you called is unavailable" blablabla fuck im worried :(

why is this happening to me? im totally not a fan of mood swings but it did hit on me! menstrual period is not here yet. maybe thats the reason to it. i shall stop ranting and put myself to sleep.

:S

2009-08-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

class has started! but i fell sick. Baby Rachy accompanied me to the clinic last night. glad that everyting is all good, just needed some rest to recover.

Qing! she removed her extensions and trimmed her hair. babe, dont worry. you still look good although your hair is short okay. :)

had lunch with her in Sushi Zanmai, Pyramid.

watched G.I. Joe. i give it an 8 out of 10 rating. its damn cool! i love to see an asociation unite as a force to defeat the opponent. i love unity! and i really adore Sienna Miller with her dark colored hair. one word, HOT.

been wearing mask lately to avoid the significant H1N1. i gotta go. need some rest again. those medicines are vaguely knocking the shit out of me. please take precaution steps and drink more water to avoid falling sick people!
♥

♥ How did I fall in love with you?

2009-08-04T09:53:00.000-07:00

its been 2 months since semester break started. just like that, new semester has come and i am starting class next week. drove to school on monday and settled all the payments for repetition and resource fees. i feel like a big girl and am proud for handling all of these all by myself :) of course, i had to thank daddy cause it was him who taught me how to be independent.

sigh, talking about that made my day a bit gloomy. despite all that dad has done for me, i am acting in an irresponsible manner and made him foolish like that. :( i was fucking shocked when the statement of the amount paid since i started this course laid in my hands. the thoughts on my mind for failing all these while was just pure consolation to myself, nothing regarding the price he had to pay for stupid mistakes i've done. its a fucking 30k man i feel like a jerk and i dont tink i've accomplish any skills at all. i've not done anything good and to be honest, i still dont know how to handle the sewing machine and i've not sew anyting at all for my assignments. kill me now please. i dont wanna go on further about this or else i'll feel even worse.

anyway, i told myself, this would be the last time that i am ever gonna let him down. no more fucking around and waste dad's money down the drain no more! this WILL NEVER happen anymore!

things with P are gradually evolving to the better; i guess. bought candies for him and his nigga boys, they went jumping around happily like happy kids!

had been spending lotsa quality time with Baby Rachy lately; sleepovers, shopping, pool and drinking sessions. i realised i've develop stronger feelings of more than just bestfriend towards her. i tink the bond between us is even closer than biological sisters. precisely, an indescribable friendship!

and urm, bought this Takara Tomy remote toy car for P, from Toy R Us. the size is damn damn cute, say about 2 inches or lesser? omgatz!

it even has a Turbo button where once you press on it, the tiny car will move faster, just like what NOS does to your car :D

IT. IS. FUCKING. HELL. CUTE ! :D :D

♥

♥

2009-07-28T03:15:00.000-07:00

nose was fcking annoying these days wtf

i feel complete today. its all thanks to my 12 hours journey in slumberland. weeee! P woke me up today :) went down for food and grab a piece of big ass curry puff. the size was as huge as my hands you know, and i manage to shove it all down my throat. hahaa. anyway, i stoned for a bit while im eating it because P said my face looks like karipap! what an insult ! :(

went for seafood dinner in Puchong and coincidently, the table code was P! P for hehehehe :P

my cousin and her daughter, Komachi, came from Japan for holidays.

we rarely have photographs together. do we look alike? :)

I ♥ Mom !

had these for supper last night. some apricot pudding my cousin brought from japan.

fucking sweeeet and i likeeee :D

i miss P :)

2009-07-27T00:32:00.000-07:00

i dont tink words could express how i feel at the moment. :D :D :D after a long year, after finally talking, i met P for the very first time; with the accompany of my beloved dad, stouts and heinekens somewhere in cyberia. HAHAA WTF oh well, i have to admit that i am feeling a little bit afraid if he doesnt turn out to what i least expected. however, in the end, the outcome was totally more than what i thought it would be. i tink i am happy like that. :)

on another thought, i need to confess i used to think that wealth and appearance is really important to me for a boyfriend. but now, i guess its all different already. when they say love is blind, they really mean it. nevermind, fuck that part. now, all that's important to me are trust, honesty, sincerity, pure intentions and the way he treats you. you people should know how human would change when time comes, but right now, this is the way i feel about it lah.

as much as i put my trust in him, i reminded myself that i shouldnt completely or easily believe someone, in detail; males. i know i shouldnt be biased to him for the fact that all my previous boyfriends had lied to me in different tings. but . . life always gives you lemon just when you're beginning to taste sweetness.

anyway, again, everyting is fated. i'll just move on with the flow and have faith in myself.

p/s : my car got clamped for illegal parking wtf! stupid residents who dont fucking know how to drive and yet complained that i was blocking their way. -_-

♥

2009-07-24T03:15:00.000-07:00

since i've gotten my driving license, AIIII am the driver now. mom has been giving me tasks to fetch my bro while she's having fun in KLCC. but its okay, its all fine by me. :)

hung out with Jolene and Baby Rachy last night. it was fun catching up with the bitchy toufu again. LOL

this photograph was taken last year end i guess. shall take more with my girls soon!

on a random note, i knew i love you before i met you. yes? no? lol? hope i'll feel the same no matter what may happen. i dont wanna be a heartbreaker :(

♥ I Want My Superman :D

2009-07-22T06:44:00.000-07:00

omfg. im slowly turning my life back to my unhealthy days. i've been having overdose sleep these days. hence, im gonna talk about the dream i had this morning, or afternoon. well, i was ... -__- have you guys ever wanted to recall your dreams but suddenly, you just tend to forget every single thing without a trait.

nevermind, at least i remembered this! i was thinking alot about having another puppy; preferably white maltese :) before i went to bed. wouldnt it be soooo nice if you could have an indoor companion which its barking is the first ting you woke up to, sleeps with you on the bed, a pillar of strength whenever you felt afraid, alone or whatever that weakens you, witness everyting that happens to you, practically live with you like your other half in life and the best part is, it would never ever cheat on you or betray your feelings for anyting at all. :)

oh my, talking about it makes me even more eager to own a Maltese. why Maltese? because they are the cutest creature on earth! :D hehehe

HOW CAN I NOT LOVE THIS CUTE DAMN TING HERE AWWWW

anyways back to the dream. i dreamt that my puppy, allegedly known as a mixture of almost 10 breeds wtf ( i didnt even remember how it looked like) and the funny part was, it has a looooongg name that consist of all the dogs name you could ever tink of. haha its shit aint it! lol

so when i woke up, i started browsing names for dogs. i found quite alot of ridiculous and hilarious names. such was like Babushka, Bahama Mama, Banner why the f you wannna name your dog a banner? hahahahhaha , MADAME BUTTERFLY HAHAHAHAHAHA Mahi Mahi, MAI TAI (maybe its some kind of thai name), Pokerface and so on. okie, i dont know if i should laugh about those or not. but who cares HHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i see potentials in names like Bam-Bam, Baileys ( damn nice drink wtf ), Pebbles, PORSCHE *laughs*, Pudding, Muffin, Skittles, Jello, Babylove, Chery ( thats the name of my tamagotchi last time lol), Whisky, Chivas, Cola, Green tea okay its getting more retarded. on top of all, i would very much love to call my petdog SUPERMANNN :D of course, if its a male. if vice versa, i'll tink about that when i am really getting one.

one more photo. they said its ChangMin's pet dog. you know, the dude from dbsk or tvxq whatever is that. LOL

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

anyways, im ending this post here. take care!
♥

2009-07-20T03:43:00.000-07:00

i feel emo-ness out of a sudden. :l listening to emo malay songs like tak bisa memilihmu & tanpa by 6ixth sense, menanti sebuah jawaban by Padi and berhenti berharap by Sheila on 7. maybe its because i woke up late and had no plans for the day. oh well, time flies. my semester begins on August 3rd and i doubt everyting would be the same again. there i would be, dealing with classmates most probably younger than me a year of two, for my own ridiculously made mistakes.

in another happier note, we celebrated Eli's birthday in Cova Restaurant on the 17th of July. Food was great and managed to meet a couple of new faces :) Definitely gonna be back for more.

photographs are limited cause am still waiting for the lazy photographer to upload more. /cheese

and had a splendid outing with Baby Rachy last week. ♥

that's about it i guess.

2009-07-15T02:40:00.001-07:00

i had never posted any videos on my blog. but these duos are awesome shits.
:)

2009-07-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

im stunned over everyting that has happened. although its unbelievable, i hope it would turn out great. :)

i want these!

kthxbai
♥

2009-07-13T05:19:00.000-07:00

slow shutter night scene by Chong yee. please tell me this photograph is damn cool! haha

a beautiful piece from P :)

We came from two different worlds
there is a lot to talk about,
your silence brings out the girl in you.
I’ve fallen harder than usual

I’ll share a secret with u,
I am afraid to love again,
I don’t know what’s in that mind of yours,
I feel like im in a cubical

night has come,
I cant seem to,
rest my head,
and I am restless

you are the,
reason why,
I live for,
tomorrow

a special world for you and me,
a special bond one cannot see,
im high on life,this isn’t easy.

as much as you're a afraid, i am too. im afraid that im gonna break your heart like how william sings, imma heartbreaker, imma heartbreaker. im not confident in myself. :(

♥ I Have Faith

2009-07-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

i didnt realize that i havent blog about the tattoo tingy. so it was last april on the 10th if im not mistaken, Qing & Bryan Chin accompanied me to BlackCat in Sunway Pyramid for the tattoo session. i must recommend that BlackCat is the choice you should opt for cause the service and the artwork is really worth to be compliment.

i was scratching my head, unable to decide what should i tattoo and where should i do it on. after lots of mind cracking and opinions, i had finally decided to have faith at the back of my neck/shoulder.

this is the rough sketch of the tattoo that the tattooist drew.

one of the partners of BlackCat.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. (the sound of the tattoo device) i like that sound :D

The process :

first, Julian measures the suitable length for the design below my neck.

Drawing the rough sketch of the design.

An outline of the tattoo.

Completing his artwork. the letter A was the most hurtful part :(

concentrating.

applying alcohol to kill bacteria.

many asked, why faith? i personally adore the meaning of it because it reminds me that no matter what i do in life, no matter what outcomes i may encounter, i should have faith in myself and, i have faith on me. :)

Bryan was there to add some shit to his tattoo hahahhahaha.

thanks for the ride anyway! ^^

chilling in KimGary with Qingqing :D

thanks for being the photographer darling!

♥'s

2009-07-11T00:09:00.000-07:00

i've just gobbled a big pack of chicken rice all by myself. :(

and few minutes ago, Praveen Chan made a phone call to me all the way from thailand. he's telling me that the reason he called is to make me jealous because he's now in Patong Beach and they have clubs and bars over there. wtf i know lah Perhentian got no night entertainment but i had fun okay!

sigh, the phone call made me reminisce the days when i was in Perhentian Island.

it seems that i really need to control my diet.

by the way, i've quit my job. im serious okay, no jokes. i find it hard to cope with. not the job itself but the ways i had to go through to get to work. i swear it is ten times more exhausting than my previous jobs. anyway, its all solved and i feel so free again! now i started realising why misuse the holidays given? we are supposed to take a break from the long semester and get enough rest or chill like you never did. why must we let our time gets occupied by work while all you did in school was nothing more than work, work and work. no doubt that having a job during free time is actually a beneficial ting but as for me now, i tink there's no need for it. you can always find money but money cant buy back the time you've lost. :)

on another note, its been a while since i've been in a relationship. every time fate comes, i would decline by saying that i wanto be single and enjoy my life. i dont need a boyfriend or commitments and stuffs; that has always been my principles. but tings were like different now. i hate to admit that at times i do feel lonely but however, i get over it real easily.

you know some times, you cant control your feelings although you knew that it isnt what you want. and when you decided you might wanto give it a try, you suddenly feel really scared if you would end up hurting that someone because of your strong principles.

come to tink of it, maybe he's the right one, who appears at the right time.

this is so messed up man!
♥

♥ Perhentian Island Last

2009-07-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

woke up super early again cause our boat to the jetty leaves at 8am. -.- breakfast was kinda sad as it was our last meal in Cocohut. nevertheless, we enjoyed it every single second :)

Nia carrying three of our bags. * strong boy*

waiting for my turn to get onto the boat.

one last glance * weeps *

i found myself looking cool and handsome in life jacket. LOLWTF

andrewz hair wasnt like this spiky before he got up the boat. the wind is real strong and there you go, porcupine cool style!

Chong yee said i look like im in africa visiting poor children for charity. haha

anyway, this is the end of my Perhentian Island post. no doubt that i enjoyed myself to the extent and if by any chance, i would definitely love to visit again. :)
♥

♥ Perhentian Island Three

2009-07-09T21:19:00.000-07:00

woke up early next morning to catch the morning breeze. took a relaxing walk at the beach and lied on the bench. i must confess that the feeling of my feet being covered by the soft and white sand is fucken good cause it feels damn cooling. :D was looking up the sky and everyting surrounding me.

now i know why people likes going on a vacation to island spots cause by just lying there, feeling the cooling wind blowing gently, shutting your eyes and listening to the sound of the waves and birds flying, you wont even remember that you are worried about anyting at all.

This is a very adorable photograph with Qing in it. her expression is like this ---> ;P and oh, look at the waves behind!

the other bunch of people waiting for snorkelling session. (tell me that they look as if they wanna start a fight lol)

and here we go! this is our favorite diver who brought us to all the famous spots to have a good sight of everyting beautiful under the sea.

the view under the sea with rays of sunlight is really really fucking nice. i saw like so many beautiful corals, clams, sea urchines, sea cucumber, big ass fish, baby sharks, rare sea creatures and thousands different species of fish swimming around me when i feed them with high5 bread. haha

though i couldnt snap a photo or record how magical and beautiful i may feel but, great things will always be remembered in my memories.

can you see fishies swimming under me? :D

the water is so blueee. deep blue seaaa! lol Qing could really strike poses, even in the water. btw, can you see anyone in the water on the right?

this is a fucking piece of pervert shit. my snorkelling experience was kinda ruined because of him. he just came out of no where and moves his hand around my waist, my thighs and my shoulders by ACCIDENTAL. he can just appear and then hold my legs or hand and drag me to other places, doing gestures like he wants to show me other sea creatures but please! that jerk cant even swim properly and he fucking needs a life jacket too.

he doesnt wear one here cause its near the boat. you fat shit ! *hold grudges*

okay enough of him. after snorkelling, we all went to the beach to get our sun tan! lingered around the sea shore and took tonnes of photographs but they are still with Yiwen.

show off with andrewz lol

this was when i met this fucking cute boy :D

mali and his turtle! hahahahhahah his turtle has four eyes and wears shades! hahahahahahahha XD

a day has passed in a wink of an eye. its then time for our last dinner in Cocohut, which is the barbecue night. was late for dinner but that wasnt the reason why i didnt ate much. the food they served were really nice though!

trying to show love to the camera*

my signature pose ;)

them girls, around the world.

i like Yiwen's pose here! so cute right !

me and my vulgarities ><

was trying to do the *whacks chest twice* "peace bro" sign. lol

whats Qing pointing at? hmm i remembered i was clean shaven >:/

i pose like a retard wtf

finally, a normal one. haha

were chilling around the beach and this place called Cozy Chalet.

chong yee with vulgarities. lol

look, they're about the same size! :D

i was saying " awak comel lah ".

he may be small and tiny in size and looks like a cartoon, but when he's in the sea, its totally a different thing. you'll feel that your life is fucking save in his hands. :D

come lets sing along. do re mi fa so lolwtf

forcing Nia to show middle finger haha

ended the night with poker games and chats about life. its really nice knowing whats happening on the other side of the world, of the life which you'll never dream of having. talking to them makes you feel gained in the sense of knowledge because, different people had different encounters, hence the different experiences. after all, sharing is caring!

byebye ♥

♥ Perhentian Island Two - The King Game

2009-07-08T03:44:00.000-07:00

*ouch! my knee was scratched by the edges of the table. alright here's the continuation of the Perhentian post.

after our hearty meal for dinner, we decided to have some fun and do something extraordinaire. i then suggested a game called "the king game", i guess. so in this game, everyone takes turn to be the king. the king will give out poker cards from 1 to 10 ( depending on how many person is in the game) to the players. as the king, one is entitled to suggest a dare after choosing two numbers. the two numbers would be the cards that two of the players are holding.

to make the game more thrilling, our rule is that everyone is not allowed to peak at their card so they wont know who got the dare! so basically the number chosen were like slaves cause they must do whatever the king wants them to do.

do you get the game now? let me demonstrate here. lets say, i am the king, and i want number 8 to carry number 5 and run around the restaurant for 5 rounds. so, here you go. :)

you get the drift? okay one more, hmm, number 3 and 5 to have a big bear hug.

we couldnt get used to the game at the starting. lol

you'll probably think that these are easy things to be done but wait, we girls barely know them cause its our first encounter with them. and, there are not only our bunch, there were other people like tourist, workers and divers too. you wanna go on with the game? haha

okay, number 6 bite 9's finger for 30 seconds.

this is when yiwen had to kiss xiao ming's cheeks for 5 times per side. sorie, not allowed to post. :D

Qing had to shake Yiwen's waist front and back which will make the situation look abit wrong lol

another piggy back.

Chong yee feeding Jayson with twisties like a lover !

Xiao ming's task is to suck Qing's earlobes. this is a very cute photograph of her :)

and someone decided to reuse the previous dare and it got Xiao Ming again! this time is added with a loud slrrrrppppp sound effect.

Sher yin sitting on Chong yee while he does push ups.

this was suggested by your royal highness. hahaa! it was andrew's finger ;)

Qing was supposed to brush through Jayson's hair SEDUCTIVELY like seducing him but it ended up like a hairwash.

Andrew had to sit on Chongyee together with movements and pretend its an osim chair ride!

Chongyee hugging Yiwen like her boyfriend and ...

smells her hair with full of lust. :)

Xiaoming pulling Qing's hair up down left right like he's mad with her. lol

Sher yin acting like a pole and Xiao ming start pole-dancing. his friends were so enlighten cause it was their first time seeing him dance.

i love this one! its them again. Qing had to kiss Jaysons features. they look so cute together :D

Xiao ming and Jayson had to ambush Keat's table and kiss him on the cheeks.

the king says, both boys must hug in the center of attention, stare deeply into each others eyes and say, I love you. but they ended up chanting those three words for more than 10 times hahaa

Chong yee hugging Jayson from behind and he had to give a peck on his lips passionately! the boys expressions are so cute! ><

Chong yee hugging Michelle from the back and ...

kiss the back of her neck!

since Sheryin said the first hug wasnt lovely and tight enough, she suggested another one with full of feelings and tighter embrace. and she gotcha herself in the end lol

another osim ride!

it was already late at night and we have snorkelling session at 9 in the morning tomorrow. hence, we decided to end the night with a special combo wtf. the two numbers chosen had to french kiss with each other for 30 seconds! it got Xiao Ming and Andrew to scream and got all stressed out but in the end ...

someone exchanged me for 15seconds.

on top of all that, we had a good laugh and unforgetable memories haha.

♥ You just dont get it

2009-07-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

fuck man. dont get why some retards just dont understand the definition of urgent. am i being impatient or are you really that fucken slow and stupid?

gahhh :S

♥ To Romeo Pang Kah Ho

2009-07-06T09:41:00.000-07:00

i knew that you've been reading my blog for quite sometime and always urging me to keep it with updates. now that your birthday has come so this post is specially dedicated for you. :D

although we know each other for just a few months but you've always been a great friend who could keep me accompanied and crack me up with cock stories!

although i got completely wasted (for the first time okay) at your party and puke (my virgin puke okayy) all over your living room but you still wipe me clean, send me home safe and sound, hold my bag cause i dont even know where it is, took my keys to open my house door and helping me to close my gate at 5 in the morning. thank god you and your two other friends did not drive me to klang for bak kut teh and proceed to gangbang me LOLL

although you are now in Genting's casino gambling like mad but of course, its still a must to wish you a very very happy birthday bear bear.

HAPPY 51st BIRTHDAY MR PANG !!

hope you'll be blessed with the best in every outcome you had to encounter in your life.
have fun to the extend ya!
:)

♥ Perhentian Island One

2009-07-04T22:11:00.000-07:00

Hey, im back people! Perhentian Island was so much fun i swear. the baby blue sky, the beautiful beach and the soft cotton-like sand, the breath taking sight of the sunset, the fucking clean and clear sea water, and bunch of newly made friends were those that made my trip a memorable one.

together with three other lovelies, we took a bus down from PWTC to the jetty in kuala besut. the double decker bus we rode in was quite comfortable and it took us approximately an eight hour journey to arrive at the jetty.

reached around 5am, and had to wait till 8am for the agency to open. finally it opened, but the boat to Perhentian is only leaving at 10.30am wtf. this is the longest period of time we all had to wait for something. -.-

at last, the time has come and off we're set to go. :D

the sea is prettyy :)

unload our luggages in our cute Cocohut chalet and got dressed up for the upcoming events.

before heading to the sea for snorkelling, we went to the restaurant to fill our tummies with a scrumptious meal first.

i was holding the cap of the jug real tight cause im afraid if the tragedy that happen to yiwen repeats on me. i dont wanna be soaked in orange juice! haha.

sher yin was like our mommy. she carefully remove the bones from the fish and gave it to us. ^^

yi wen, qing, sher yin & me.
these are the bunch of sweethearts that i had fun with. :)

snorkelling was fucken exhausting. not to mention hot, humid and all sweaty :S
went back to our chalet to shower and prepare for dinner! it was around 6plus at that moment and i really loved the scenery and sunset rays.

babe qing & me. needless to say right.

me and my signature pose HAHAA

this macho here is yiwen's friend :) he's called rambu tan as he claimed.

he's actually chong yee/feifei/tabby/colourblindartist/whatevermakesyouhappy

and to him, one girlfriend is not enough ;)

will continue with more when i have time.
byebye ♥

♥ Leaving to Pulau Perhentian people!

2009-06-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

will be back on friday.
in the mean time, be good and take care!

oh yea, remember to miss me hahaha
:D

2009-06-28T00:53:00.000-07:00

Today, i drove out for breakfast in dad's Ford Ranger! honestly, i am freaking my parents out. their lives were like sitting in a choo-choo train moving on a never ending track, without knowing when their final destination arrive, without knowing if the track is leading to a dead end. hahahahahaha.

so friends whom i promised to, about driving you guys out, i probably need to take a while before my mom would let me out with the car alone. my bad, good things take time :)

its end of the month already, which means pay day is nearer to me :D by then, i will treat my family on a splendid Korean dinner, buy my friend drinks and allow myself to splurge on stuffs i want. :D currently eyeing on a pair of flats from charles & keith LOLL

went for movies with Qing few weeks back. it was nice catching up with you again babe!

gonna have a short vacation in pulau perhentian on the 1st to the 3rd of july. it seems like my diet failed and i'll have to flaunt my flabs in bikini at the beach. :( i want a tan like megan fox since i couldnt be as hot and pretty like her!

SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB

hope my friends wont miss me too much while im away :)

2009-06-27T10:16:00.000-07:00

i never read messages on facebook. but i happen to browse through it on my phone when i was bored at work the other day. there was this guy who's from my college sent me a message, exactly a year and 2 days ago. its funny how i didnt respond to him for a whole year and suddenly i do after a year. eventually, we started talking :)

2009-06-26T03:25:00.000-07:00

the weather was bad and i fell sick today. the swine flu is spreading rapidly that im kinda scared of going crowded places now.

so, i've always been the kind of girl who dreams and have wild imaginations but not letting it occupy my everyday life lah. sometimes i would imagine how will i be in ten years from now? what kind of clothes will i wear, where will i work, how will the love of my life look like, what changes will there be to my family members, how different would life be from now, and most importantly would i lead a happy and healthy life after all? well these questions often pop out in my mind. i couldnt give any answer to myself or neither could anyone else. because in our lives, everything is possible. like the elders always say, future is in your own hands. what you do today would reflect what you are in time to come.

as everyone isnt born perfect, i knew that i have countless flaws and mistakes. when the worse situation hits on me, i would go to daddy to seek for advice and opinions, and he never failed me. :) everyone would fall, break down and be at fault, but most importantly, you definitely need to get back up right on your feet and continue your journey. i believe that everyone must have faith in themselves and believe that they can do better next time.

because there is always another chance,
because there is always another tomorrow.

♥

2009-06-21T21:22:00.000-07:00

i think my friends would be happier than me to know that i got my driving license, like finally. talking about it, i met a guy who i think is kinda cute at the centre. he smiled at me when i was coming out from the office. and when i was going back, he smiled again and i waved. awww i was so friendly you see lol would love to make friends with him but oh come on, i dont go up to random guys and ask for their number, its not my kinda thing. so just let it remain like that, there's nothing i could do now anyway. i feel so like a 13 year old. ><

im starting to love my dad more and more. when i got home, i lied that i failed everyting in my test. he replied, "nevermind, you got mom's genes." HAHAA not only he didnt get angry but encourage me to try again. cause he wasnt llike that last time, so yeaa.

btw, really liked the song No Boundaries. :)

♥ Happy Father's Day !

2009-06-21T07:07:00.000-07:00

went all the way to segambut or sentul whatever that place is called to have lunch with grandpa :D then went for some usual grocery shopping on Sundays before heading home and spend rest of the day with daddy!

dont think blogging is cool anymore cause i dont know what to blog about already.

and urm, gonna take my driving test tomorrow. yea people, like finally right? im actually quite confident, but in the same time, im afraid it would turn out bad cause things happen when you least expected it to be. sigh *pray pray*

2009-06-20T10:31:00.000-07:00

talking to dad makes me feel absolutely great. i mean how many could actually chill with their dads with theaccompany of alcohol and cigarettes. i am one lucky girl i suppose. well, everytime people talk to me about their problems or heart aching stories, i would definitely feel as upset as they were. cause i always put myself in their shoes, think from their point of view and stuffs like that. i dont know if thats good or bad for me but i think this is just the way i am.

i always knew that man wouldnt cry for anything, as long as they could endure with it. but when they really do, i think it meant they are really breaking down and feel utterly unhappy for some reasons. especially an aged man, who always appear tough and strong on the outside, who's always the pillar of strength i seek for. and when he shed a tear, it really breaks my heart.

i know its plain ridiculous when you stand on the side of the party who's at fault, but i feel that it takes two hands to clap for things to go wrong. of course i wouldnt have the guts to declare about it, but deep in my heart, i am on his side. eventhough it may seem unfair for her, eventhough i do care alot for her, eventhough he did it wrong, but what am i to do? both are the most important thing in my life, and there is no way i could decide which one i must pick.

2009-06-19T03:41:00.000-07:00

releasing on 26th november this year!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D

i hate the sun. the uv rays are so bad it made me headache. you know, its hard to drive in this kinda condition. all you'll get is uneasiness and frustrations. my driving test is on next monday. but, i only learned about the roads today! and i cant seem to remember the ways cause i am super bad at directions. try me :(

a day without food used to make me feel pretty accomplished but now, its hell. im trying so hard not to eat anything/eat lesser/eat healthily but its just so hard to refuse food. i have to admit it really annoys me everytime i feel like eating even when i wasnt hungry at all. i am currently having a hard time struggling with the sin of gluttony! somebody call 911 wtf

starting to adore the alfa film effect. hehe

♥ Things aren't always what they seem

2009-06-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

Two travelling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guestroom. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, 'Things aren't always what they seem.'

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field? The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.

'Things aren't always what they seem,' the older angel replied. 'When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it.

'Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things aren't always what they seem.'

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later.

At times, things may seem to be as bad as it could, but look at it in a different perspective, in a positive view. You'll realize that its a totally different thing that you thought it was. As much as this short story motivates and cheered me up during my weakest point in life, i hope it could make you feel better and be strong when bad times strike on you.
Hugs

2009-06-16T18:52:00.000-07:00

went for the interview in cue media productions yesterday. met jerry ong after phone conversations for the first time, and also bridgette and vijay who interviewed me. they were really nice and friendly people. the post that i applied for was marketing representative. and i guess they employed me cause i'll be going for training tomorrow!

well it is now the month of june, which means we're nearer to the end of the year. friends and family who went abroad to study are coming back real soon. cuzzie yvon will be back tomorrow! and my bitch bestie Eelynn is gonna be back on august! how fast is that. i missed them both so much. i'll be waiting :)

2009-06-15T21:06:00.000-07:00

ola! good morning people.
well, i dont know why but i find myself waking up pretty early these few days. and i meant real early like around 7 or 8am. i tink this would be a good start for me in arranging back my normal life :D friends who're close to me should be surprised why am i awake so early. cause they knew my night is in the morning and morning is at night wtf.

so i woke up and made myself breakfast. i guess the main point in waking up early is breakfast. if not, wh could we do early in the morning? since i dont go for morning walks, i dont work and im on my semester break. lol

i shall be getting ready for interview already.
before i go, im gonna include an old photograph of me.

wish me luck!

2009-06-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

im in the mood to blog! hehe.

♥

2009-06-15T02:11:00.000-07:00

Time does fly, agree? been leading an abnormal lifestyle for the past months. miserably surviving through the days without internet and outings, i was left with the only choice, food.
it all explained about my dead blog and weight gain wtf.

i was awaken to a sudden thought that crossed my mind which made me realise this is not the way my life should be! all i ever did was sleep, no, hibernating, eat and watch tv. im like so useless that i cant even dress up and head out.

my semester break has started and there's no way im gonna repeat my daily routine like that everyday. now that my internet is back to normal so i can blog more often, and, i should be more productive and get a job cause cash was never enough for me. sadd ):

♥

2009-05-26T01:06:00.000-07:00

i club, i drink, i shop, i sleep, i eat,
everything except studying.
why is my initial perspective towards the importance of life got driven so far away?
:( T_T -.- :D == :P :) ^^ =S
i am feeling different emotions everyday.
enough to drive me crazy.

♥

2009-05-05T22:39:00.000-07:00

acknowledged others about the faith tattoo,
and that i was weird and freaky.
but begging and crying for one last chance,
are you out of our mind ?

thought that we could walk this path together,
but things turned out ugly as ever.
with a cunt interfering,
and your stupid sick excuses.

procrastinate has always been the problem,
even worse with having insomnia.
my life is totally upside down,
and i lost my initial purpose.

now that i found it back,
slowly i will cope up with everything,
with people who are ready to catch when i fall,
all i need is to have faith in me.

♥ Well I try and try to forget you girl, But it's just so hard to do, Every time you do that thing you do

2009-03-26T04:43:00.000-07:00

Vincent and his band is performing at Lepaq @ Sri hartamas. my darling sue, her friend ann, me and some nasty inc friends were there to show moral support lol

quite a nice place to chill.

when daryl is called for a duet hahaha

i hate my hair :(

anthony from philliphines. mokamo parampuit! :D

the bitchy girl on my left lol q:

- the wonders

♥ boys over flowers i like :D

2009-03-26T03:01:00.000-07:00

due dates due dates! stop repeating it please T_T

anyway, more pictures :D
well what has been bothering me on that night was someone intentionally pulled down my tube top while i was standing alone and busy texting on the dance floor. luckily, no one noticed but i am still very much provoked and fire burning inside. when i turn around that retard just ran in the crowd of people. i cant even see his face wtf. what a disgrace to his motherfucker as a son of a bitch. maybe it was my fault for not being aware in these kinda environment but hey, this is way too over the boundaries right.

us girls.

tummy says, hello world wtf

enough for nosebleed? ;P

what a weird position i have. omg my bone is jutting out!

my darling cristine :D

i wanna make love in this club, in this club haha

next location?

♥ Latinas they get krazy, Blanquitas they get krazy

2009-03-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

I hate falling sick. i hate to eat medicine.
but i love to skip class. hahaa not exactly.

Was waiting for photographs taken during Euphoria last thursday, but dont seem to get it yet. took some shots with my viewty, hence the bad quality. -_-

my reservation :D

my two hot girlfriends.

darling cristine looking so hot :)

Qing Liew, my new found girlfriend :D

and there's some bad experience i had while clubbing but gonna spill the beans in the next post okay. after club, went to Silva in ss15 for yamcha session with cristine, Qing and her friends; kevin & saw, highschoolmate jeffrey and his friend gary. got home around 6am and doze off zz

the next morning, went to pyramid with qing and brian for lunch!

skittles baby !

saw this ad of a super cute boy eee. both Qing and I agreed that it gives us a feeling of Joe when he was young, although we'd never see his young pictures before lol.

♥ 愛呢 , 你的愛呢

2009-03-16T09:30:00.000-07:00

Stupid replacement class. stupid(not referring to cristine) cristine just left. stupid 66. stupid brian.
i feel quite guilty right now cause in the noon,
" see you after lunch girl."
" okay sure! see you Miss :) "
i never went back for class. worse, there is no progress in my princess dress. ):

instead of working on assignments, i spare myself some free time to release stress. went for karaoke session again in Neway!

usual girly moments hahaa.

my.. face.. * sobs *

where's my chin? :'(

see, she already feel like eating my pau face :/

a pint of baskin robbins a day, keeps the tension away. :D
-SHE

-

2009-03-15T12:46:00.000-07:00

its 4am and i cant sleep!
sudden crave for indo mee and fried egg!
i dont wanna be late for class again!

life is a misery,
...

♥ Love me, hate me, cant you see what i see

2009-03-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

fridays are awesome days :)
it marks the end of waking up early and rushing to class for the week, though assignments are still gonna pressurize me on weekends.

the black pastel color drawing i've been working on. it took me four hours and im pretty satisfied cause this is so much better then the 5 minutes ones! hahaa

for dinner, went to damansara uptown and had hokkien mee with lots of zhu yao zha! with cristine and virgins who sits at home wtf. btw i learned new terms today, they taught me what's MILF and GILF fml

later at night, just as the clock strikes twelve, the boys are starting to reveal their true colors.
they were erh, having intimate moments together on joe's bed.

feeling ashamed for being caught red-handed, they thought no one would recognize by covering up their faces.

Joe then realized it was totally wrong and illegal to behave like that in our country. Thus, he left and developed self actualization, leaving behind the two lost souls.

but, these two guys still gives no concern and proceed to a higher level.

after a while, they both got so sexcited and aggresive which makes the photograph below turned out quite obscene.

at this time, Joe the AV producer showed up and managed to record the whole process with his awesome shit camcorder or whatever you call that.

after acknowledging the tape might be distributed all over the world if ransoms are not being paid, brian couldnt help it and broke down while weihua is all chill and relaxed with an imaginary fag.

wtf fuck this shit. the story is so stupid.

-britney spears

♥ Maybe i dont have the long hair you like

2009-03-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

i am in love with Charles & Keith and,
i will be doing a retail concept based on Charles & Keith.

or maybe i dont have eyes like the sky.
- M2M

♥ Dont stop never give up, hold your head high and reach the top

2009-03-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

i am so damn pissed at myself for being unable to wake up for class in the morning! gahhh
went for the afternoon class instead and stayed till 7 in school. too much stress and tension being pressured on me :( the geek mode of MichelleOng has now officially turned on.
O_O

for today's class, we were required to draw fashion poses out in five minutes using black pastel color only, which means no rough sketches with pencils are allowed.

what do you expect? it was an impromptu exercise okay!

assignments are killing me :(
- S Club 7

♥ So glad we made it, time will never never ever change it

2009-03-10T05:06:00.000-07:00

Lunch date in Sushi Zanmai witn tsien today :D weeweeweeee!
was kinda happy and glad that she asked me out today as i've never gotten a chance to spend time with her since like, forever?
you see, each person has different set of situations to go through and after all that jazz, i truly understands why didnt she had time to meet up with us.

My second best friend of 8 years ( still counting), Deborah Koh Tsi En ♥

my favorite gyuniku enoki roll. was it recession that resulted the shrunken portion?

salmon maki

me love Dai Dai roll ! :D

softshell crab maki

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spent the whole afternoon with shopping and girl talk sessions :)
if you ask me, i seriously do miss those times when we're still in high school, we were all young and there's nothing to fear. we had all the time in the world to spend with each other.

we were taking photographs through the jam.

somehow, this car infront noticed our vanity session through his rear view mirror.

but we give no fuck about it, as long as we're happy :)

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bought mini J.co's before heading home ^^

awww the box is so prettyyy :)

i would go for this rather than the normal ones from now on. /wink*

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i've been wanting shoes from Guess? since last year. though the price was quite affordable but coming to my senses, i find it not worth to be purchased. but now, they had sales and again, i love good bargains (:

Been spending most of the time there cause i was in a dilemma on which pair should i choose T_T sorie for taking your time hunny.

i..

am..

just..

too..

obsessed with my killer heels. hahaa

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and oh, before i end this post, i bought the new flavor of Gummy Choco; Peach

and erh, apollo chocolate strawberry in new packaging?
- spice girls

♥ And tell me boy now wouldnt that be sweet

2009-03-09T09:57:00.000-07:00

I've reached a point where complicated and fucked up things start occuring out of no where and there is no turning back except facing it. im doubting which way should i choose to overcome these shits. though things are getting on my nerves real bad and anger is hitting me like tsunami waves, i hope it wont make this post sound grumpy cause i started my day with a happy morning.

i had never, and i mean i had NEVER used to wake up this early on any days. i was forced to stay up till 8am and head for breakfast but i couldnt stand it, so i slept for an hour plus before waking up. ;P

" hello? hey tie up your hair. "
" huh? for what? "
" just tie lah. "
" wtf -_- "

stupid brian's initial plan was to catch some fresh air and feel the cool morning breeze, in the same time not to mess up my hair. * how thoughtful *

but the wind was so strong and hair tying ends up to be not a really good idea. :(

As a result, i end up in my worst hair condition, looking horrible and messy on this beautiful Monday morning . FML

was at Benta for breakfast. i feel so much like a morning and healthy person! :D

Imagining if i was in a small wooden hut located by the beach side,

looking at the beautiful white sand with little baby crabs moving horizontally,

and breathtaking sea waves where i could feel the breeze,

while enjoying my hearty meal in relaxation and soothing music,

awww wouldnt that be so nice?
mild and gentle sun rays are allowed but no hot and sunny sun please.
that would be just perfect for my sweet escapade.

* snap snap * back to reality.
-Gwen Stefani ft Akon

♥ And good´s bad today, and black´s white today and day's night today

2009-03-08T10:17:00.000-07:00

Ikea Power Curve for the day! was actually a last minute plan as we dont know where to head to. first stop was in pets wonderland in ikano. i saw a white maltese and pomeranian eeeeks omfg they were so cuuuttteee :>

and then to ikea and saw something i wanted so much long long ago but didnt manage to buy it cause i was so poor ): but luckily it was on sales, so i got to buy it at a really good bargain :D

a new way to bring your ikea storage bag - by the innovative leader of the world wtf

how i wish it was a maltese or pomeranian or teacup poodle hiding in the bag! fml

as for dinner, we dine in La Gourmet House. and i have no comment about the food cause the owner of this restaurant was somewhat my friend. so it wouldnt be nice if he happens to read this hahaa

chicken and sausage pasta

seafood and cheese sage pizza

my new furry white sheepskin in room ^^

i bet you couldnt imagine how i felt today without eyeliner, faux lashes and my brows done. it was really horibble ughh :S
but was happy again cause i bought my sheepskin
and also meet my cristine ! :)

-frank sinatra

♥ Baby wont you take me out of this club?

2009-03-07T02:39:00.000-08:00

Cookies special from wings coffee :X
been spending alot of time in college. its just the starting at the moment and im feeling so much pressure already wtf.

and oh, on thursday night, when i was about to sleep, i heard noises. like those plastic sound so i thought it was prolly the plastic on the floor. i picked it up and place it somewhere so it wouldnt make noise.

when i return to my bed, i saw a stupid cockroach standing proudly on my stalk of rose wtf. with no choice, i had to gather my balls to have the guts, to lay my hands on the flower and shrug the cockroach off and OMFGWTF it flew, i freaked out jumping up and down, and it went under my bed. i continued sleeping after that cause i was damn tired finishing my presentation slide. FML

fark this bastard i tell you.
- Pussycats

♥ Cause I'm not comin back I'm closing the door

2009-03-05T04:17:00.000-08:00

i dont really like management class's lecturer. though she was being all nice and lenient and trying to get along with students, however there's still something i dont like about her. could be the way she express herself or prolly the things she said which she thinks its funny/interesting but actually its not any bit close to it. come to think of it, i guess it should be the 3000words of retail concept assigned by her lol.

people have been showering me with lots of questions about us. its not that i am annoyed but its just simply tiring to have repeat myself all over again. never thought our problems could come to the extent like this as i was expecting friendship to remain. oh well, it takes two hands to clap so if you dont cherish how much i had given in, dont expect anything in return.

ps : dont be a bitch, you know something between us is still unsettled.
- Jesse McCartney

♥ Tide is high but im moving on

2009-03-04T09:03:00.000-08:00

stress! i have truckloads to do but i feel so lazy wtf
push! i need to push myself harder. gahh
to release tension, met up with virgins who sits at home at benta for a little berdating beramai-ramai session lol.

the boys were against this. same goes to me too,
cause i think pets are BETTER than boys. true? :D

i was scolded cause he said i am damn distracting lol

bergambar together-gether hahah

hiew went a little offsfuck as you can see.

brian's pathetic smile hahah.

♥ The old me is dead and gone

2009-03-03T07:32:00.000-08:00

had carls junior for lunch with baby rachy. why cant girls dont spend whenever they're out? its still a mystery anyway. went home for dinner and started with assignments. twenty fucking drawings to complete, you think thats alot? wait till the middle of semester, fifty or hundreds in a day's time and thats the reason i'd be insane. gahhh im so tensed right now and my neck hurts :'(

i tend to eat alot when im stressed. wtf

- T.I feat JT

♥ Ku mahu kau tau, engkaulah destinasi ku

2009-03-02T10:21:00.000-08:00

assignment list is gonna drive me crazy anytime soon. i hope i wont let my workloads pile up high like the previous sem. anyway, cristine and brian came over to get me for lunch in delicious. much love to yakitori skewers :)

decided to watch Eden Lake after lunch since we have nothing much to do. it was a horrible and thrilling movie with gruesome scenes which freaks me and her out through the whole movie. found out that things like that does actually happens around the world. therefore, i am really glad that im not born with that kind of karma.

oh well, what does being a girl means if she doesnt shop for pretty things like this! lol splurging on things you love is definitely fun but when dilemma strikes, it isnt fun anymore.

My Wishlist <3
♥ Hampstead Damier

should i go for Azur or Ebony?
( they spin my head right round right round )

♥ Sony Skinny T77

black for style or pink for candy?

♥ Escada Ocean Lounge
hahah at least this one im not being fickleminded okie :) since i missed the chance to buy Moon Sparkle last year, i found out that their fragrances are only selling for a year which makes them limited edition.

gahhh i need my human atm !

ps : addicted to situasi by bunkface. its the song i've been searching for so long. and finally it appears infront of me. thank you weihua :D

♥ Baby you should paint my love

2009-03-01T10:15:00.000-08:00

sanctuary was abit dull last night. but had a great time dancing with hot girls and meeting new friends. sigh, i have to crawl out of bed early again for tomorrow. wish me lucks people. :)

random
this is my little hamster; Bobo, which happens to be the last survivor among the three of them.

its quite unbelievable to me about how it managed to live up to almost two and a half years and still counting. cause i heard that hamster's life limit is only up to a year wtf.

and sometimes i intend to tell one of my ex " hey, the hamster you got me is still alive, aint it amazingly cool? " fml hahah

- michael learns to rock

♥ You spin my head right round right round

2009-02-28T02:49:00.000-08:00

boring saturday as someone stupid left me for another princess and ran away to a creepy oldtown for supersweet hainanese chicken chop rice and balls kicking sessions in the night. wtf hahah

there's nothing much i could do at home besides sleeping, eating and go online. and that contributes to one of the reasons for my weight gain. class has started for a week but i still cant really cope well with it yet. oh well, someone will be starting uni soon so we wont be seeing each other already. and tomorrow is the last day so lets celebrate!

been counting the months that i've not catch a movie since the previous one which was somewhere in november.

Love matters - typical singaporean show but reflects the reality in our life. quite a touching and humorous movie as always.

Look for a star - andy lau is so hot even when he's aging! i like the scenario and the characterizations of his role :D

Role Model - the black young dude curse and swears like nobody's business. but he was damn cute lol

Balls Out - Seann Willian Scott. go check him out :)

- gugu gaga

♥ No, he cant read my poker face

2009-02-26T04:21:00.000-08:00

Business Management class was re-scheduled to 1pm from today onwards. was an hour late but who actually bothers? slacky school haha. after introductions were done, class was dismissed. chilled in plaza with long lost mates while waiting for CAF form from year leader. payments took me almost two sleepy and boring hours to be done. only three counters were opened and there's about 60 students before me wtf.

this is shan. i feel that he's damn gay but hey, he's very nice okay.

this is getting shitty. please stop feeding me you know who you are! my face is turning into a bigger pau gahhh

this is jeremiah ding wan from a tribal group in sarawak hahah wtf. but he looks alot like chinese right!

its been more than half a year's time i've not seen them due to my semester repetition. now we're all back on the same track cause it's their turn to repeat yay!

i like blur photographs.

♥ what if there was no light, nothing's wrong nothing's right

2009-02-25T09:13:00.000-08:00

weeee! finally managed to wake up in the morning and went to school. but, morning class was cancelled cause the lecturer was having a really bad migraine, on the first day of fashion illustration wtf -_- we had to come back for the afternoon session at 2pm but gahhh i am lazy and sleepy for waking up without reasons already. anyway, there's only short briefs for the day so never mind on that. :)

- coldplay

♥ Im so addicted to, all the things you do

2009-02-24T06:03:00.000-08:00

tuesdays are my holidays! no lectures no tutorials no nothing on this day which i can choose to sleep it off and call it a day but, instead, i went for a scrumptious lunch in fullhouse with brian and cristine who just got back from sabah with cute pinkish tan. :) spent our time chatting, shopping and doing manicure while brian was pitifully left alone in his imaginary world. i love what i just wrote lolwtf anyway, was glad to see you today babe!

its been a week since we last met, kiss kiss first! lol

- saving abel

♥ Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

2009-02-23T07:44:00.001-08:00

i woke up early today and attended the first day of class right on time. i was happy that i even managed to catch up with my korean chick for breakfast after so long. after lunch, i stayed in class for tutorial until it ends. i am so proud of myself cause i am finally punctual instead of procrastinating and wakes up early.

okay i lied. things werent the way that i pictured them. :(

16 february - belated birthday dinner at tony romas with shevounne, jonathan, suwai, kean hoe and brian.

thanks for the treat babe, you know i love you, sam pat! :D

♥ when im with you, i'll make every second count

2009-02-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

hot long showers feels so good and prolly better than sex :)

sundays are boring but it feels so much of just staying at home. class is starting tomorrow, doesnt it happen a little too fast? the worse is, i am so not prepared for it. it seems like i havent had enough of holidays and thats a bad thing. i need to keep myself back on track and concentrate in my studies. since everything wont be the same like last semester, in any aspects, i will go with the flow and try my best to do the best.

birthday muffins, cute toys and sketches.

stupid mysterious guy.

ps : insomnia, 至上励合-棉花糖 lalala